Sunday, 7 August 2011

rainy day

She always had liked the rain.Cause it always had reminded her of him.

LO moved sideways on the couch to accomodate the other two hungry obnoxious roommates she had. One sat on the rug cheweing away boritos .They all wanted to watch GG and one had to sit on the rug.That's how it was.They took turns.But somehow to LO it wasnt the couch which was worth fighting for or the boritos. It was something she had pretty much already lost. 
Halfway through the bitching and constant comments given off  to the ridiculously-awesome-wardrobe of the ENTIRE CAST , LO walked out.

She decided to walk to the one place in the whole of the city she could find peace at,the east coast.And just as she reached,it started to rain.And slowly the crowd started to merge with the surroundings.People had decided to go back home.But  LO stayed on.She had to.She could finally stop pretending and be alone.

She closed her eyes  for a  moment and it all came crashing onto her.
Him. The way he left everything to be with her,the candlelight,the way he would smile at her, the way he had called her a fucking  bitch and left.
Just like that.

She opened her eyes again . but this time she could feel her heart break. All over again . Like it had long back when she had finally realised he was gone.
He was gone.
And it was over.

She meant to turn back,to go back to her roommates and pretend to be happy.
But only she coudnt.
Standing there alone in the rain she realised that in the process of breaking his heart,she had broken hers too.

She stood in the rain for as long as she possibly could,it had been so long since she had really felt anything.
And then she cried.
She cried after a very long time.

If only she had looked at him once and told him she loved him.
If only she had realised that he did.
But he was gone.
And it was over.